March, 2013: Ignorance is bliss


Just as the title I posted, words of this month is “Ignorance is bliss

For all kinds of reasons, I submitted my job quit request earlier in this month, so this month is meant to be a big month in my life. Till now, I dont know what to say. All I can tell you is there are too much feelings beneath. I really appreciated for the over eleven years’ journal in my life, most of the colleagues are just like family to me, we work together, fight together, share everything with each other.

But still there are peoples who prefer a different work-style from yours, who’s also you must deal with from time to time. The bad thing is I got too much “hearsays”(Fact things rather than rumors), and later in this month, I even picked up a big fight with Janny, an old woman who’s in charge of Shanghai office’s administration, after my quitting has been confirmed. How sad? It’s the only fight I’ve ever involved in for decades(I can not recall the last fight).

I was not in the mood that day, and I’m really not a big fan of her, because for some bad things she have done before. So when she asked me to hand over something I dont have again and again, I shouted you never gave that to me. After a few minutes, some really mean words, like curse you to death, came out of her mouth, I was completely pissed, so …

Now this thing has been gone for days, I calmed myself down, trying to find out where/when I went wrong. I dont know for sure, but the most appropriate answer would be, I knew too much things !

If I dont know anything, I will not offence her, and she will not see me as a rock in her way.

So, today I finally find out my biggest weakness, that is I can not pretend to be knowing nothing when I knew lots of things. And I wish I can learn from this lesson.

Because we are here in this world to make friends, even he/she is not stand as your friends.

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